I had an epiphany a few days ago.

Some people are really suited to working in an office. Some people are suited to jobs with regimented schedules and micromanagement and office politics. I'm not suited to that. That environment makes me anxious and eventually depressed, and affects my physical health negatively ( Read more... )

I'm slower than most other people to recover from things like broken hearts and hurt feelings. I don't know if there's really a reason for that- if it's a matter of my history, or just a hardwired quirk. But it's true, and it's okay ( Read more... )

I recently got into a discussion with my ex, Pablo, and one thing came up was his wife's extreme jealousy of me. She is totally ok with him fucking other women, either when swinging or when he's on a business trip out of town. Seriously! But she is super, super jealous of me, to the extent that we basically couldn't even stay friends when he lived ( Read more... )

Ugh. So the grey skinny jeans I bought turned out to be too big. Only a few days after cutting back the sugar a little, I lost the bulk I had put on, and now that my period is over I'm even smaller. So while they fit in the store, they were too big on Thanksgiving. I tried to exchange them tonight and the shop had none in a 14. So I think I will ( Read more... )

I feel like a comet approaching the sun. I've been way out in space for a long time, cold and dark. Now I'm warming up and starting to shine again.

I just got an email from the high-school boyfriend who called me the other day:

Hey, Priscilla! It was absolutly wonderful speaking with you the other night. You still have that power to make me smile and feel good ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with a guy I "dated" very briefly in high school (I was too young to be technically allowed to date, so mostly that meant he came to my house where we could be supervised, and a few times, we went out to movies. It didn't last long, and it wasn't what I would consider adult or serious.) He tracked my number down and ( Read more... )

I love Houston, Texas. I am just not sure I can grow the way I need to grow, if I stay here. I'm also not sure I could have a good career as an artist here.

I feel like I am stagnating lately. I have had no major growth or major breakthroughs recently. I'm also lonely. This isn't the life I want.

I don't usually do memes, but Rose posted this one and it reminded me that there are new people reading now who might not know these things.

1. Name: Priscilla Lane (as far as you know ( Read more... )

My name is Priscilla ( Read more... )